prompt: beyond avoidance
What should you have done this year but didn't because you were to scared, worried, unsure, busy or otherwise deterred from doing? (Bonus: Will you do it?)
(Author: Jake Nickell)
My ongoing issue is my weight. I am double the woman I once was.
There are a couple of issues starting with my need for instant gratification. A most recent example: if I'm gaining weight because, according to the health experts, I'm eating too much cheese, why when I give up cheese (which I have now for two or more months) do I not lose weight as a result?
The bigger issue though is my using my weight as my armour. My excuse for not engaging. My fall-back. It is fascinating how I can fill up a room physically and still be completely invisible to those around me. I have come to terms with how weight is my armour and the list is quite extensive and somewhat disturbing.
I may not address my weight issue in the coming months, but I will be dealing with my armour issues.
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